Uggh..

So we went up to Cedar on Monday and came home on Wednesday. It was okay. I thought it was going to be more relaxing. We first met up with Colin and hung out for about an hour or less and then Wade left with him and I watched tv. They came back and we went swimming with Phil. (another friend) That was okay. I felt akward around them though because I don't know how to swim and because I was the only girl. We were throwing a lighter around in the pool and Phil threw it at this metal rack and it blew up. It was so cool. Then Wade and I go back to Phils house and watch a movie till about 4 in the morning. I was so tired!!
The next day, I slept!!! For about 11 hours. Wade met up with colin and colin made him breakfast. I am so glad I decided to sleep though. It had 2 packs of bacon, 1 carton of jumbo eggs, 2 cloves of garlic, and 1 big onioun. Nasty! Wade got so sick from that later that night. Plus he smelt like it all day. Anyway, spencer and john came up and we went to phils house and had a BBQ. That was fun. We came back to the hotel and swam for a little bit but then got kicked out.
I had the hardest time falling asleep that night. I didn't get to sleep until like 6 am I think. The peoe below us left their bathroom fan on all day and night and the noise was driving me nuts. I turned the air down to as low as it would go just so I didn't have to hear their noise. So I was getting hot and cold flashes (and I am getting that today too) so I only had my sheet on me. So I would be freazing while the air is on, but super hot once it turned off. So yeah, that last night was miserable. Oh well. Overall it was pretty good.

I have had the worst migraine today. I woke up with it and then I slept for 2 hours and it was still there. So I got ready for work and still had 30 minutes before I had to leave so I tried to take another nap. I almost fell asleep but Wade came home and woke me up and I couldn't really sleep. So I've been throwing up all day and night. I feel so much better right now though. I brought my 7up and crackers withe to work and I have been able to keep about 5 crackers down. Tomorrow all I am going to do is sleep! Which I am so excited about. Uggh.... I am so tired. I only have 3 more hours to go and then I'm done! Only 3 more hours....

Super Catch Up

I am so excited. I get 2 days off in a row on Monday and Tuesday. Yay!!! We might go down to Cedar if we can afford it. I am thinking about staying in a hotel just so I can feel like I am having a vacation. : ) Luckily if we do decide to stay, we can get a huge deal since I work at a hotel. The one perk of having this job. I should be getting a pay raise (hopefully if Darwin didn't "forget") plus he said one night that he was going to give me an extra $1 for every walk in and reseravation I did that night. And I got a whole bunch of walk ins so hopefully I made some good money this pay check. And I think I had some over time too. Yay!

Just a question, who else had to pay money to either the state or to the government for their taxes this year? Everyone I talked to has had to pay this year. (except one Mexican who acctually got back more money than anyone I know) That frustates me!!

So Kali and I looked at these town homes a few days ago and I am completely in love with them. If Kali decides to get one I am going to be so jealous. I am going to have to come over every day. ; ) I wish we made more money so we could afford one. (P. S. Kali, Wade told me the other townhomes that you really liked: they have the kitchen and living room upstairs. So that would be kind of weird. I don't think I would buy a town home like that. That would be such a hassle just to go get a glass of water).

This next week I am going to be working night shifts EVERY day for 5 days straight. Which sucks for my sleeping schedule. But I don't mind acctually working at night. I would prefer this to the mid-day shifts. I just need my sleep and it's so hard for me to fall asleep as the sun is coming up and the people above us are jumping up and down on the floor. Ugh. The people above us are SO loud!! I swear they are meth or coke addicts because I hear them every single hour of every day. I don't think they sleep at all. That's the bad thing about being in a down stairs appartment.

I am going to go I think. I am ready to watch Doubt. I'll let you know if you should watch it. Oh, a must watch/own is 7 pounds. It's such a great movie. I think everyone would enjoy it, even Dad. Well I will update later this week and let you know how my mini vacation went. (If we decide to go.)

I have been driving myself nuts this past week. I am stressed out, emotional, cranky, and just worn out. I don't know if it's from my crazy sleeping schedule or if it's from stress or what. I just feel so drained. I have no energy through out the day. Which is weird because I shouldn't be. On my normal days I get anywhere from 8-12 hours of sleep. And I am tired again half way through the day. I have been up and down all week long. I'll go from super happy to horribly pissed off for no reason. I feel bad for Wade because it's driving him nuts too. I really just need a few days to sleep and relax. I am nervous and my emotions have been all over the place. My whole body is aching. I don't know if it's because I am tired at work and every things just bugging me or what but I am just in a whinny mood right now sorry.
I had a really fun day today and I was SO excited to see Nan and the fam. The kids weren't shy this time at all. Emma warmed up to me so fast. She started talking to me right away. Zack was a little shy at first (like normal) but he opened up pretty quick. It made me SO happy when we went to the park and all the kids knew my name. I know that sounds dumb but at first one of the kids said something that sounded like my name but I wasn't sure if it was my imagination or not. But I kept hearing it and I realized that they were saying my name. I didn't think they remembered (or even knew) my name because I am not around much. But it made me so happy that all of them were wanting me to play with them and stuff. I was suprized that Zack opened up to me so much. He's usually very shy towards me and will stick next to Daddy or Mommy or run away when I try to play with him or talk to him.
Wade's family bought a whole bunch of candy and they gave me some of my favorites. : )
Wade came to visit me tonight and that totally made my day so much better. He usually will try to get out of visiting me by saying he's too tired or whatever but I told him I was so tired and angry and he said "I'll come bring you an energy drink. I'll be right there." He just got up and left. That made me so happy. Like I said, I am on an emotional roller coaster so I think the world of all this small stuff.
I wish I didn't have to work this weekend that way I could have spent more time with the family. I miss playing board games and just having a good time with everyone. I am so tired. I need to go walk around.