I'll Be Grateful For This Day

I know I complain A LOT and I always seem to whine. I am just really glad I have good employees that do care about me. I'm so happy to be living on our own and have the best man in the whole world. I really love working for Aaron and Brtin. I know people tell me I need to quit (and I've said it a lot my self), but they do so much for me and they want to make me happy. I know that if I asked for a raise, they would gladly give it to me. It sucks we're all struggling, and I wish it weren't this way, but it'll get better. I am very glad for the WONDERFUL parents I have who will always help me with anything. (Like teaching me to change my brakes, let me eat their food, and wash my clothes at their house, etc.) I love my family and wouldn't change it for anything else. I'm sorry I've been so negative lately. Everything will get better and hopefully we'll all be better off soon enough. <3,

P.S. I got a new phone through Verizon! (yea!) My new number is (435)669-2490

Sunrise, Sunset

I think I need a vacation. I also need a day just to myself. No washing clothes, no going shopping for the store, none of that. Just chill at home or whatever and go shopping for me! I am just so confused about everything today. I am confused about my life and where I am heading. I don't know what I want and I think I'm just a little cranky today. Whatev. I miss my family. Everyone needs to come down here and I want to hang out with everyone! I am just ... I don't know. Ready for my weeks vacation. I better run so I can get everything done for the day.

From A Balance Beam

This is where I want to live ^
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Not this \/
I'm sorry for anyone who thinks this is nice. This town is HORRIBLE. I need to get out of this town and have a nice trip somewhere that isn't Utah. Maybe I should go live with the aliens!
Fun huh?

I'm Over It

I am ready to quit and I reallly think I will. I am so sick of Aaron and Colette. I am sick of no one appreciating me. I am sick of all the drama and the bull sh.. I really want a new job or at least Colette to quit. That would make things so much better. I broke down yesterday and just balled for ever. I do SO much for them and no one ever sees it. Everyone gets paid more than I do and I've been there the longest. That's such crap. I've been there for a year and a half and the mexicans get paid more than I do. What the crap? I don't understand it. Acctually I do. It's because I don't stand up for myself and they think they can just walk all over me.

Whatever. I am going to buy some books about what Buhdist believe. I am really drawn to that kind of thing. I love this picture and things that are similar. I feel so much happier looking at it. It makes me calmer.